In case you haven't figured it out yet from my opening words....I'm really not happy with things not being the same as they were before the attack on my computer! It's all "FIXED" now, but I can't find anything!! I even went to write a new poem this morning and I couldn't find the area where I used to write and file them 'Easy Peasy'. Now, the writing pad looks funky, the spacing on this new 'word press' thingee is all wrong, It's not allowing me to file anything without opening up other windows, and it has waaaay too much information across my top bar!! {I don't have the focus of the teenager I once was, when this all would have been an adventure!...Exciting!!....Tolerable!!!}
At this age I just want things to STAY THE SAME!!!! I don't want to have to start over from scratch, while scratching my head!! I don't even want anybody telling me how easy it is if I just do this....and that! UGH!......It feels like a Monday...on the chain gang {the work detail for prisoners in the South}...with a man walking back and forth with a rifle....aimed at my BIG TOE, and not at the best place, my head!! FRUSTRATION!!!! LOL
The only really good news today is that I did the drawing for the necklace giveaway this morning...It's the 15th!!
The new GIVEAWAY starts today. I haven't figured out what it will be yet, ^_^ but I'll start putting the names, of any of you who comment, in the box anyway. It'll be drawn on January 1, 2011. WOW! Another year...GONE!!! (Just like my calm. *Teehee*)
If you're a follower of this blog...and even if you've won before...you'll be eligible to win. I'm going to give it to the person whose name pops up...no matter what! {If you don't want to accept the prize, just let me know and I'll go on to the next person; And If you want to comment, but not enter the GIVEAWAY, NO PROBLEM! Just let me know that too. Just write "No Entry" at the bottom of your comment.}
I keep telling myself: "Things are gonna get better! Pretty soon it'll be a distant memory, this frustration at everything." But truthfully...I just want to cry sometimes. Is that too much drama for the downing of a computer...a gadget and not a family member?! I don't know. I'm not that crazy about some of my family members!! ^_^ ....At any rate, you know me. I've got poetry to help focus my brain, and crocheting to help the time go by, and as far as this computer is concerned...I'm going to keep trying. That's what THE WUG does!!! She keeps her chin up....um....chinS up, and she whistles a happy tune!....................................She's getting annoying too!!! LOL
Frustration
I really don't like the frustration.
I'd like things to just stay the same?
Who was it that said 'change is good'?
Is he back in the box that he came!
I'm totally not who I once was.
Annoying, complaining...That's me!
"So what!"...if I think there's a reason.
Why can't everyone just let me be?!
I really don't like the frustration
of losing my cool and my sight.
I used to be carefree and easy.
Would stay out, go dancing all night.
I'll just have to learn to change with it.
Those around me may think 'None too soon!'
Can you frustrate yourself from a butterfly,
Change, go back to a lovely cocoon?!
